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| 05:06pm 19/02/2006 |
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Mae is 4 weeks and she is such a good baby! thank you lord! |
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| yay! |
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| 03:13pm 05/02/2006 |
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January 21st(my sisters b-day) at 12:51pm after 25 hours of beautiful labor I had Mae Lynn she was 7 lbs. 9 oz. she is so beauitful she has a full head of hair. She is one awesome little baby and Kyleigh loves her too. She is hesitant at times but she loves and kisses on her.
Sheila and her bf are down right now which is awesome to see her like always. Since i have had Mae someone has been with me everyday but they all leave Tuesday so i guess ill see how it feels to have to be alone with just Mae i do look forward to the bonding.
Thank you Lord for blessing me with an awesome family and awesome friends. Thank you for who Mae is and will be for you. Keep my baby girls safe. |
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| Four Weeks! |
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| 11:11am 06/01/2006 |
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I dont believe i only have 4 weeks until i have a baby girl. Its scary and exciting all at the same time. i feel so blessed bc God has provided so much in the past year and even more now.
My baby shower is next weekend hopefully i make it hehe. i actually know im having prelabor symptoms which is ok for me b.c im ready though i do want to wait for my best friend and aunt to be here. :)
My sister is moving to Jacksonville again today and my bro has to make some life changing decisions as far as im concerned. Lord guide them both and keep them in the palm of your hand. I love you and Thank you.
OH YEAH GO BUCS!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| Merry Christmas! |
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| 02:15pm 25/12/2005 |
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Merry Christmas! Its been a really great Christmas. Kyleigh is at that Cute age where she loves presents.
Thank you Lord for all that you have done in the past year. |
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| 02:02pm 04/12/2005 |
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So yeah last saturday i had to get my appendix taken out. I woke up in soo much pain. Labor sounds no good. the baby is fine the surgeon said that bc she was so developed and bc im in my 3rd trimester it was not as a risk but there was no choice i had to get it removed so now 5 lovely staples in my side until tuesday. yeah Travis has been soo awesome helping me with everything and Kyleigh.
2 Months until the big day and i found out my sheila is coming from South Carolina a few days before and after my delivery date.
Thank you Lord |
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| Long time. |
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| 06:26pm 24/11/2005 |
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Its been a while... weve moved! its nice having space.
30 weeks... its def a girl. :) i work and take care of family fun fun fun.
Happy Thanksgiving.
Thank you Lord for providing me with all the wonderful things in life. |
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| Mae Lynn |
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| 08:55pm 07/09/2005 |
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Today was the day.
Anyways im excited its just crazy all the emotions i have had lately with all that continues to up in my life. Work is work and can be crazy in its own ways. Kyleigh is growing like a weed and is starting to become quite an individual. The cutest is when she kisses my tummy. She turns 2 in just 2 weeks.
Im still sick but not much i can do i have good moments and bad with the all pain.
Lord you know my heart and my deepest desires please make them yours daily change me and my ways to please you... i beg that you would give me that joy that so many people lack, that joy that you and only you can give that millions look for daily. the sad thing is i know that i dont have it and that youre the ONE that can supply it. give it to me please and let me remember that peace and love so i can share it with others that are searching too. send that person lord thank you i love you. |
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| I'm getting fat. hehe |
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| 08:43pm 16/08/2005 |
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20 weeks.
Travis and I found out today that we are able to move into Carlton Arms on October 1st whoo hoo. Im so ready to be in my own area that is bigger than a room. His parents have been awesome but its that time.
Work work work. 6:30 am til maybe 6:30pm its been tiring but getting used to it.
My girls at work hate me b.c im so straight forward but i think its bc my boss keeps telling me i allow them to run over me or bc im such good friends with them plus its bc i want this year to be better than last and year and next year ill want that year to better than the last. But i love my girls.
Kyleigh is two in a month so scary but she is soo cute and makes sentences like a big girl.
Thank you Lord for providin like you always do. |
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| 08:35pm 03/08/2005 |
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Tonight was awesome being able to see and hang out with my family. Now that Kayleigh is in town for good or until she moves again its cool. Shes still herself.
Im working a lot getting my site ready for school to start. Its been hectic at work but it shall slow down soon.
Other than work i just come home and take care of ky and almost passout b.c im so tired.
Going to 1st assembly lately has been awesome just being able to be around people who know you and you can laugh with.
Thank you Lord for opening and closing doors. |
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| 08:25pm 18/07/2005 |
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Well today i found out that my boss offered my site to another site director... she said she did it when she thought i was still moving to SC. So this girl is all excited about getting tara which of coarse i was disappointed about. She asked me if i wanted to float to different sites... im not sure what i want to do... i miss my kids, and my site, and my STAFF. ah.
Lord what should i do? |
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| 09:11pm 17/07/2005 |
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My life is so much easier in my opinion when Travis' teams are winning. Go Yankees! Go Lightning! Go Hockey for coming off strike.
Anyways... going to First Assembly was great today... its also nice to see all those old faces and remember the good ole times when life wasnt sooo ... humm... well hectic... growing up is soo much work i think.
Thank you Lord for what you wanna do please allow me to be open... use us. |
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| 09:42pm 12/07/2005 |
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I dont believe there are only 3 weeks of summer left and we start another wonderful school year. Im actually ready to be back at my sight with my kids and more than that my own wonderful beautiful sweet hummm staff. i actually miss a few of them. hehe not jenna though... haha jk (trader to the westside)\
12 weeks...
Last night i was able to see some of my other best friends faithie and mandy. Ayden is soo cute and big i just wanted to eat em.
Debt = no money... southeastern was a great experience and i wont forget all those friends that i love and a few i still keep in touch with but the 13,000 dollars worth of debt im in is noo good.
Lord provide. |
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| 08:07pm 05/07/2005 |
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It was nice being able to see my baby sister... we just hung out! Her and Kyleigh did well together Kyleigh loved her bc she let her do whatever she wanted. So i made it back from Jacksonville in 3 1/2 hours whoo hoo...
July 4th was good.... i always try to remember what i did a year from whatever holiday it is last year i went to so lame show with toni, christine, and Travis it turned out to be a pretty crazy night.
the year before that i didnt do much... i remember some people i was with i think...
anyways it was nice to see my boo.
not much is going on lately other than lots of thinking and hoping.
Lord i know its been crazy but help me... |
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| 08:11pm 23/06/2005 |
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Im really not that busy but it seems so when i pass out at 830 at night. Tired and hungry thats my life hehe jk thats what keeps me happy hehe. working hasnt been that bad at all i have awesome staff and every pulls their weight so i dont have to.
Faith and seths baby ayden is sooo cute i miss them soo much... im due on January 21, 2006 my kayleighs birthday hehe.
its funny how our society works bc. here me and travis trying to save to buy a house but the chances of us getting qualified for an amount that would actually get us a house that has quality is slim so i think to myself hey maybe i should look into apartments considering there will be 4 of us soon...NO. we still make "too" much money ...yeah right. so yeah i was thinking about quiting the job i like to work a minimum wage job so i can get help.... or better yet i should have just gotten pregnant out side of marriage and made everyone pay me and pay for me . no but "smart" erica decides hey i want to try to make something of my life and get married and then start having a family and have a somewhat good job but cannot get ant help.... so really what our society is telling us is " go out at 16 get pregnant and we'll pay for the following: get all your medical bills paid for, get cheaper rent bc you cant make that much money, we'll provide food with food stamps, those kids you had oh yeah when their 6 weeks old just come on in and we'll pay to put them in day care all day while you sit on your butt at home and do nothing,if your babys daddy left you will also give you "cash" (for you to blow on whatever you want), and oh yeah we'll even give you lower rates on your telephone bills....
SO hey who wants to try to go in the right direction when you look at all that and can get everything handed to you. im a little bitter at our society, can you tell?
Lord i rant but i know you will provide in your timing and bless! show me! |
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| 10:13pm 12/06/2005 |
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Travis and myself went to a show tonight very good.
Other than that being 22 isnt that big of a deal... glad my 21 year is over... i had a lot of life changing decisions this past year..... taking Kyleigh to be my own, changing jobs, getting married, and now.... well if you know you know... its just been overwhelming.
Thank you Lord for you are beautiful beyond .... well everything. |
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| Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants... |
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| 08:25pm 04/06/2005 |
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Yeah it was def a chick flick but even the guys that were in the movie cried. It def hit home for me and reminded me a lot of being a youth and even now i struggle with those same things.
Girl one was adventurous and a flirt and lost her mom at a young age and she wasnt really close to her dad and always looked for love in the wrong place and when she found it, "love" actually hurt her.
Girl Two was shy and conservative and didnt show much skin and didnt take compliments well. She didnt know who she was and how to look love in the face. She couldnt stand up for her own feelings.
Girl three was loud and took charge but her parents were divorced at a young age. She went to see her dad for the summer and found out he had a whole new family the "ideal family" and was planning to marry. She was shocked, she felt out of place. She told her dad how she felt like i wish i could tell my own.
Girl four was the rebel. Blue hair looks at the world in a logical and slightly negative way. She becomes friends with a younger girl and realizes later on down the road she will die from a cancer. She looks for the light in people.
They all learn something which was the good ending.... i would say im most like girl 3 but def have one and four in me as well.
The movie was good....
Lord even now when it feels like the world is against me and i feel no one understands i know you do and i thank you for that.
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| 09:26pm 03/06/2005 |
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Wow so many feelings and emotions in the past week and all too much to deal with all at once... i have huge news if anyone wants to know ... call me. hehe |
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| Hide and go seek |
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| 10:40pm 25/05/2005 |
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Hide and go seek my old house in sarasota... cometomorrow night 830ish it shall be fun.!!!
Im excited hanging out with friends whoo hoo...
see ya there |
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| almost summer time.. |
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| 11:38am 23/05/2005 |
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Im excited summer is almost here little nervous of staying at camp all day and haveing to direct but we shall see. im ready for this 4 day weekend whoo hoo and then my 22nd b-day soon hehe not that it matters but for the first time i actually took my birthday day to now spend with my husband. whoo hoo
this weekend was ups and downs. Ky is so much work. ive heard from kayleigh alot lately doing ok i suppose.
Moving to SC seems scary by the day. Travis' parents help out soooo much with his sister and her husband and we wont have anyone.. Lord show us your way.
i love you thank you for showing and providing. |
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| good weekend yay. |
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| 09:41pm 15/05/2005 |
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Friday was nice not having to work and going to applebees to eat with old friends...
Saturday was uneventful but i hung out with my sister in law and we got a little kitty for her its sooo cute. her name is bristal. Saturday night fire fun always... nice seeing you daniel.
Sunday church i sure miss seeing old friends.... oh the memories flood my mind of good times, past times...
Lord i know i fail more often than having victory though i truly want to work on things... affect me to effect others i beg.
Thank you for your blessings and allowing me to grow daily give me bigger passions than i have ever had. |
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